I’ve been quiet long enough, 2 months of no post, no tweets, no replying to emails, no photos, not much online activity…zero…. And for somebody like me who typically lives and breathes in the virtual world, its tough. For the past 4 years my “virtual world’ is even more colorful than real life. Real friends have become online buddies, my once cubicle-career became a virtual one and facebook has become my social hang-out.
I have spent the last 2 months in the dark. Mom, got admitted to Intensive Care Unit due to heatstroke, Dad was diagnosed with Pneumothorax, my marriage crumbling into pieces, and being drowned in the depths of financial debts. Its as if somebody turned the lights out.
Like a child, I got scared. Scared to loose the ones i loved the most, scared to face the reality that my marriage is about to end, scared to face my financial obligations knowing I wouldn’t know how to handle all of them. I lost control over my emotions which lead me to loose control over my business and my life.
For the first time in my entire life, I accepted the punches of life without putting up a fight.
But even if life knocks me down, I will still try and stand back up again. I don’t know how long it will take me to regain my strength and momentum. I know I will.
I can. . With God..